My dream analysis thanks to Mrs P

Morning ho's

I sent an a e mail to Mrs P a couple of weeks ago and she's analyzed it for me.

Here's the dream

was at home with Stan, it wasn't where I live now but I knew it was my home. Attached to my house was a tea room and cake shop that I was getting ready to open and Stan was helping me. Then I had a call to say Rob and Kristen were driving through the area and they wanted to stop by for refreshments and to use the bathroom. This made me panic as we hadn't got around to cleaning the bathroom out yet and it was full of dried old leaves and needed a good clean. We spent a long time cleaning it up and making it look really nice by putting some of my produce from the tea shop in there on the shelves!

When we'd done we went to sit in the tea room which had a hatch in the wall that we could see through to the corridor and the bathroom. I saw a group of people come into the corridor and one headed straight into the bathroom, leaving the door part way open. It was a young man who I knew to be an assistant to Rob. He was peeing and looking around him at the same time. He peed on the floor then moved to pee into a water feature in there and also onto a handtowel! I was fuming that he was making a mess in the room we'd taken such care over so I climbed through the hatch and grabbed him by the scruff of the neck and started shouting at him. Rob and co from the corridor came in and he apologised to me and asked if he could have a cherry muffin to try.I then glanced through the hatch to see Stan and a load of other women just staring through at us with a WTF look on their faces.

I was then walking along talking to Kristen and Rob was behind us with the rest of the people. She said she liked the muffin but there was a bit on the bottom that was slightly burnt, I said I thought my oven was playing up because I'd made some cakes for my husband last week and they'd caught in the same place.

We all sat on a bench and chatted about I don't know what but I remember feeling happy and content.

The End

That was me keeping it brief PMSL

Here's what Mrs P said

To see a bathroom in your dream is literally a symbol of needing to "relieve yourself".  So, you are frantically cleaning the room and then Rob's assistant walks in and pisses all over everything.  The room was also neglected and full of leaves...so I think this means you are looking for some sort of outlet to relieve some tensions you are having, and you are having a hard time finding it.  Muffins come in to play...and muffins (believe it or not) actually mean "The fruit of your labors".  You hand one to Kristen and it is burnt a little, or she says it is...so you feel as if you are working hard at something and that your best isn't good enough.

 

Basically its a dream about being repressed, you want to find an outlet...you found it in baking, but sometimes you feel as if your best still isn't good enough.

I hope this makes sense!

Hmmmmmmmm interesting stuff. I do have a lot of self doubt regarding my cake decorating, and it's taken me a long time and a lot of courage to start taking orders for them. I've had nothing but positive praise from friends and family about them for a long time, but when you're actually charging people for them that all changes.
Here's a few pics, would you genuinely be happy to pay for them?

                                                               FairyLand

                                                                       18th (obv)

                                                                  Handbag cake for my friends daughter

                                                        Upsy Daisy....cartoon character

                                                           Rob after seeing my cakes ;)

A self indulgent post today but I didn't know what else to do *shrugs*

Mary XOXO