It was time for me to decide. I'd spent long enough in denial, trying to tell myself that the current situation was perfectly acceptable, whilst reality tapped gently, yet relentlessly on the door of my conscience. It wasn't going to be easy; I'd known it wouldn't be, and the longer I deliberated, the worse it got. My brain covered the same points over and over, hoping that maybe something that I'd neglected to remember before now, would suddenly jump out and allow me to know instantly which way I was going to go.
I tentatively let my mind wander, and began to explore some of my best memories. Edward stood before me, as beautiful as ever. His bronze hair stood in its usual wild disarray, and unable to resist any longer, I reached up and pushed my fingers into it, grasping it in my hands, and pulling myself closer to him so that I could feel his sweet breath on my face. My skin tingled with sweet anticipation as he moved in towards me, licking his lips.
And then there was Jacob. In my mind's eye, I could see him pulling me roughly to him, his russet skin straining with his bulging muscles. Both of us breathed heavily as he cupped my face in his hands and brought his hot lips to mine, my body reacting instantly as his hands ran over my skin.
I was broken out of my daydream by the sound of my cell ringing. I glanced down at the display and gasped. It was the one person who could help me decide, but it had been so long since I'd last spoken to them. I eagerly pressed the button to answer the call...
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I was broken out of my daydream by the sound of my cell ringing. I glanced down at the display and gasped. It was the one person who could help me decide, but it had been so long since I'd last spoken to them. I eagerly pressed the button to answer the call...
"Oh Mary, thank fuck it's you, I need some advice"
Mary sighed and said " Oh ffs Bella will you seriously get a grip on yourself woman!"
I had to laugh, you could usually rely on her for putting things into perspective with a few choice words.
"You know damn well I've told you numerous times to shag both of them, it'd be rude not too" she spouted down the phone
Just then my phone beeped in my ear, I had a call waiting........
ROFL Mary!
Pmsl! Would love to have a go, but typing in the car makes me feel ill lol. Maybe later.
Just then my phone beeped in my ear, I had a call waiting........
"Bella?" Edward's voice was confused. "Alice told me I had to call you. Immediately. What's going on? She was muttering something about dogs and sharing and the phrase 'for fuck's sake' was running over and over in her mind. Do you have any idea what that was about?"
I sighed. Of course Alice would have to see THAT happen and intervene. She was not very patient when it came to the "dogs" as she called them.
"Oh nothing," I said. "I was just on the phone with my friend Mary. You remember her, right. The one who asked if she could see if your peen sparkled when you met?"
"Oh. Her." He replied tersely. Clearing his throat he obviously changed the subject. "Why don't I come over right now and get you. We can go to our meadow, if you'd like."
My stomach did a flip and my breath caught in my throat. "Of course I'd like, Edward. Come get me. Now." I knew by his chuckle that he'd heard my breth catch. We hung up and I knew he'd be here within a few minutes to get me. I quickly stripped off my clothes and grabbed his favorite bra and pantie set and put them on. It never hurts to be prepared, right?
I just came by to wave and pinch Edbrella's ass. I am so sorry for bailing on CFF for weeks now.
I puffy heart you all. Mwah, mwah, mwah.
My stomach did a flip and my breath caught in my throat. "Of course I'd like, Edward. Come get me. Now." I knew by his chuckle that he'd heard my breth catch. We hung up and I knew he'd be here within a few minutes to get me. I quickly stripped off my clothes and grabbed his favorite bra and pantie set and put them on. It never hurts to be prepared, right?
"Bella" a voice sighed and I turned towards the window falling over my jeans which were half way up my legs. I fell awkwardly (duh) and hit my head on the bedframe. "Owwwwwwww" I yelled and sat up, blood trickling down my face...uh oh I thought.
I looked at Edward who was standing, tense and struggling with his inner demons.
Luckily his phone rang and he answered with a strangled "What?"
I could hear Alice yelling at him down the phone telling him to get over it and how its not going to end that way, he closed the phone whilst Alice was in mid shriek but he looked much better.
"Come on" he sighed "Lets get you cleaned up"
Finally we set off for the meadow, Edward kept staring at me and I wondered what was going through his mind.
"You looked pretty good in that underwear you know" he grinned at me, looking more teen than vamp.
I blushed and thanked him.
"Maybe I get to see it again" he asked and swaloowed as if something was stuck in his throat.
"What's the matter Edward?"
"Venom" he choked out "Everytime i think of seeing your ass bent over I get a mouthful of venom...not to mention some very uncomfortable sensations in my boxers" he looked embarrassed and horny in one and I giggled at him.
"I'll have to think about that" my inner ho was doing back flips and wiggling her ass at the thought of edward bending me over. I was getting pretty uncomfortable in the pantie area too...and I didn't have a cock!
"Venom" he choked out "Everytime i think of seeing your ass bent over I get a mouthful of venom...not to mention some very uncomfortable sensations in my boxers" he looked embarrassed and horny in one and I giggled at him.
"I'll have to think about that" my inner ho was doing back flips and wiggling her ass at the thought of edward bending me over. I was getting pretty uncomfortable in the pantie area too...and I didn't have a cock!
We were lying in the sun, my gorgeous monster and I when I decided to sit astride him. As I shuffled on top he looked at me and opened his mouth to speak. I took that moment to bend down and shove my tongue into that cold cavern and wrestle with his own much cooler tongue.
Next thing I was wrapped in a iron grip held away from him..."What are you doing Bella, do you want me to bite you? Stupid question, ok do you want me to lose control and kill you?" he rumbled at me, all wound up and antsy.
"No Edward I want you to rip my clothes off, look at my underwear and ravage me senseless you idiot"...I pouted at him as prettily as I could and I could feel him slacken his grip on me.
"Ok, if thats what you really want Isabella, who am I to turn down a request like that"
I yelled as my top was ripped to shreds, followed by my jeans. I stood in my sneakers, bra and panties and gasped for breath. EEdwards eyes were black, "C'mon Bells, you asked me too" he groaned and grabbed my shoulders, his mouth met mine, punishing my lips with his own, I was trying to remember to breathe and kiss and pull at his own clothes all at the same time, when he slid a cool, long finger into my pants...pulled and I felt them split.
"Ooo that felt good" Edward was enjoying himself, the shreds of my underwear fluttered to the ground as he ripped the other side open.
"Why have you changed your mind" I panted as he kissed my throat and along my collar bone
"I've decided I can't stay away from you anymore and seeing as Alice has said you end up a vamp anyway I thought fuck it" he smiled at me...a very, slow, lascivious smile..."now he said I'm going to enjoy fucking you"
I was on my back before I good say "Woah" and Edward was burying his face in my breasts. He was muttering between licking and sucking my nipples, words like heaven, oh god, you smell so good and thank god I can't get you pregnant reached me as he kissed his way down to my extremely wet cooter.
As his cold tongue slid between my lips and licked the whole length of me before he caught my clit between his own firm lips I got a distinct feeling we were being watched but as Edward sucked and flicked my clit with his tongue, faster than a normal man could do I lost all other presence of mind. My hands wound into his hair and pulled as I pushed up to meet his fanfuckingtastic tongue.
"Edward, if you don't slow down licking me I'm gonna..." I broke off as my first orgasm hit, my hips bucked and with super quick speed, Edward had removed his jeans and boxers, all I caught was a flash of sparkling penis in the sunlight before he was pushing gently but persistently into me.
"Are you ready Bella, because once I start I won't stop till we're both satisfied"
I nodded at him and as he pushed his frozen and my God, huge popsicle into my red hot beaver I clenched my face up as he hit, then broke the barrier and as I felt him move within me I almost passed out with the feeling running through me.
I say nearly, thank god I didn't as I wouldn't have noticed the large wolf bearing down on us howling...
"Fuck, Edward, get up, quickly" I shoved ineffectualy at him. Goiddam I was gonna kill Jacob for ruining my deflowering. I bit Edwards ear to get his attention and informed him of the interruption belting across the meadow towards us.
Edward was up, redressed and crouching over me growling before Jake even got halfway close.
I closed my eyes and moaned "Oh God" as Emmett also appeared..."Free show anyone" I murmured as I rolled on my stomach to cover most of my modesty
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