It was time for me to decide. I'd spent long enough in denial, trying to tell myself that the current situation was perfectly acceptable, whilst reality tapped gently, yet relentlessly on the door of my conscience. It wasn't going to be easy; I'd known it wouldn't be, and the longer I deliberated, the worse it got. My brain covered the same points over and over, hoping that maybe something that I'd neglected to remember before now, would suddenly jump out and allow me to know instantly which way I was going to go.
I tentatively let my mind wander, and began to explore some of my best memories. Edward stood before me, as beautiful as ever. His bronze hair stood in its usual wild disarray, and unable to resist any longer, I reached up and pushed my fingers into it, grasping it in my hands, and pulling myself closer to him so that I could feel his sweet breath on my face. My skin tingled with sweet anticipation as he moved in towards me, licking his lips.
And then there was Jacob. In my mind's eye, I could see him pulling me roughly to him, his russet skin straining with his bulging muscles. Both of us breathed heavily as he cupped my face in his hands and brought his hot lips to mine, my body reacting instantly as his hands ran over my skin.
I was broken out of my daydream by the sound of my cell ringing. I glanced down at the display and gasped. It was the one person who could help me decide, but it had been so long since I'd last spoken to them. I eagerly pressed the button to answer the call...