Um Hubs has taken to playing with Mini E, he sent me this with the title Rob relaxing in the bath last night. Think I better watch out for the lil guy lol anyhoo...PMSL @ my title, bet you're all wondering what fuckery I have been up to now?
Well I was reading LOOK magazine the other day (sorry Stan I forgot to tell you what it was called) and there is an article in there that I'm going to post about but you will kinda get the gist through the CFF, I hope anyways...
Sorry not been about again, I think I'm suffering with narcolepsy, I seem to crash out just past lunchtime and not wake up till tea time, plus hubs has been off so he has been dragging me out in the mornings to go do stuff. He is at work today and tomorrow so I can play without him peering over my shoulder muttering why are the men always naked...what is it with you women....always with the naked men.....heheh oh yeah!!! (the oh yeah was me btw not hubs lol)
Not a naked man in sight, just a confused looking Rob (I'll smooth your furrowed brow sweetie!)"Bella, look at me...I...I have something to say to you"
His voice broke into my reverie, this was it, Edward was going to ask me to marry him. My eyes with the tell tale glisten of tears (of happiness dear reader) stared into his. My heart leapt, he was so beautiful, it was so unfair. His lips, soft and full that could ravish my mouth so thoroughly, the stubble on his chin, it never scratched me, just caressed my cheek, his eyes, so soulful, deep and compelling to me.....and....and....there it was. I watched his tongue peek out, sweep over his bottom lip and slide back in again. I sighed...
His hand shot into his messy hair, somewhat tamed since his last foray to the barbers and he spoke to me again, more forcefully...
"Bella, for God's sake, would you focus and get me off this pedestal...I don't belong up here, I want to talk to you" He grabbed my upper arms and shook me gently.
I pulled myself together, "I'm sorry Edward, I was miles away" and smiled at him.
He motioned me to sit down and so I sat, staring up at him waiting for him to join me on the couch. When he walked the short space across the room to the chair I sat up and took notice.
"Bella..." (his hand in his hair again....I hope he doesn't pull all his hair out I mused)
"It's like this, everyone expects us to get married and well, I'm just not ready, I know we have this house and all but...you look at me like a God sometimes and I'm SO not....and the interview is coming out in the magazine soon and oh shit, look they asked me if I'd met my soulmate and I was ready to give my stock answer of yes I had and then it hit me...what the fuck was I saying...Bella, I haven't met my soulmate, you're not it...you're not the one I want to marry...yet. I don't know when or if I ever will marry. Maybe I'll be like Clooney.....There's something else, Jessica...um well you know I dated her before you...fuck (whispered under his breath) I'm, I've, we've, we've had lunch a few times and she's really fun. It's just so...intense with you. It's full on and it's just so high up here...on the pedestal you put me on. I want to get off and just be me for a while....be free for a while. I'm not saying it's over but I think we should see other people. Get some perspective on us...you know...you understand...Bella, Bella, Bella"
Sorry dear reader, I zoned out there, you see my heart has just been ripped apart....I thought he was gonna ask me to marry him. I bought this house with my inheritance so we could be together. Who knew Renee would win the lottery, then get herself killed in a waterski accident. Only my mom would totally ignore signs saying shark net, do not ski into, over, get snagged up in it and then get dragged off by a shark...what are the odds...
Sorry, sorry, sorry I'm apologising again....
"Bella, Bella....hey Bella, look I'm sorry, I have to go Jessica is waiting for me...."
The phone rang, it was dark, when did it get dark...."Hello" I answered..."Hey Bella, it's Jake, you wanna come out...Edward too if he must.."
"Jaaaake" I cried down the phone "Jake, he's gone, Jessica"
"I'm on my way Bells, hold on"
Jacob wrapped his huge, warm arms around me, he was so hot....in more ways than one. I giggled and Jacobs brow shot up. I wriggled against him wondering if I had affected him as I usually did. BINGO....wow that was hot. Dear reader... Jacob has wanted my bod since...well since I got a bod really but Edward was always there and now he wasn't. Shouldn't I be allowed to console myself?
I wriggled again then pushed myself against Jake's erection. "Bells" he said softly, "not a great idea, you know I'm like the big, bad wolf around you. I won't say no if you keep that up"
Giggling at the pun, I snaked my arms around his neck and pulled his head down to me, my lips parting as I whispered "I won't say no either Jake"
With an animal groan from him, Jake's mouth met mine....
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I wriggled again then pushed myself against Jake's erection. "Bells" he said softly, "not a great idea, you know I'm like the big, bad wolf around you. I won't say no if you keep that up"
Giggling at the pun, I snaked my arms around his neck and pulled his head down to me, my lips parting as I whispered "I won't say no either Jake"
With an animal groan from him, Jake's mouth met mine....
OMG Dear reader, he was hot, his mouth was amazing, lips so warm and firm pummelled me into submission, a tongue like molten lava pushed between my lips and touched my own tongue, I pressed myself against Jake, feeling the hard muscles of his chest and stomach and...welll down there, he was solid and the heat coming off him was tremendous. I was humming my appreciation when suddenly I froze...I'd left the radio on and Evanescence My Immortal began to play. I tore myself away from Jake with a sob. "I can't do this Jacob, I'm so sorry"
Jake ran his hands through his hair, (yep just like Edward, how strange I hadn't noticed before)"Bella, he's dumped you, I know it's pretty quick, but aren't I always here for you, don't I always make you laugh, aren't we comfortable together?"
Amy Lee continued to sing and I sighed "Jake, its not the same, I love you so much but I love him more, I'm sorry to hurt you but when he is in the room I become his satellite, he is my focus, my all" I trailed off thinking God how pathetic do I sound right now.
"You can love me more Bella, you responded to me, you want me, why not try me on for size as it were, see how we work out. If he wants to see other people then fine, you can see other people too. Maybe he'll see what he's missing out on?"
I stared at Jake, his warm skin, his hard body and tried to imagine him touching me, making me cum, making me scream his name...Edward...I shook my head, not yet Jake, I can't, maybe...
There was a knock at the door and I just knew it was Edward.
Jake strode over and whipped back the door...."Cullen...what do you want" he spat
"I came back to see Bella, I er, I need to say something to her...alone" Edwards eyes were on the floor and he shuffled his feet.
Jacob threw him a black look and said to me "I'll be outside for exactly 5 minutes if you need me Bella"
I nodded and he walked out, closing the door...."Well Edward what is it?"
"Um well, you know how I live her and all...well I was wondering, if, well, if you would mind, seeing as we had agreed to see other people. If you'd mind if I brought Jessica back here?"
Time froze and I think I screamed at him to get out, the door burst open and Jake was snarling at Edward, Edward was glaring at him and moving towards the door.
Edward looked back at me on the floor, I was sobbing and he looked contrite for a moment, his eyes calling out to me for forgiveness. Then he swallowed, closed his eyes and said "I need to be free Bella, I really am sorry" and he was gone and once again I was in Jake's arms, being rocked and whispered to and loved...what was I to do?
Come on you ho's!!!!
Time froze and I think I screamed at him to get out, the door burst open and Jake was snarling at Edward, Edward was glaring at him and moving towards the door.
Edward looked back at me on the floor, I was sobbing and he looked contrite for a moment, his eyes calling out to me for forgiveness. Then he swallowed, closed his eyes and said "I need to be free Bella, I really am sorry" and he was gone and once again I was in Jake's arms, being rocked and whispered to and loved...what was I to do?
As I looked over at Jake, the tears streaming down my cheeks, I was met by the warmest eyes I'd seen in a long time.
When Edward looked at me lately, it was usually in disdain.
I sniffed back by tears and slumped down onto the sofa. I knew Jacob was still standing by the door but I didn't have the energy to open my mouth and speak to him.
I was so tired all of a sudden. I'd spent far too much time crying over Edward just lately and I was spent.
Jacob came and sat next to me and pulled me in for a hug. He was gently stroking my hair and telling me everything would work out. So soothing, so comforting, so Jacob
Just then,I knew what I had to do. I had to do Jacob!..........
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His scent was musky and wild as I inhaled. His bare chest radiated a heat that was mirrored in between my legs. Suddenly, a realization hit me: I had ALWAYS wanted Jake! It was an undeniable attraction that we held for each other. Where Edward was cold and hard, Jake was soft and very warm.
My hands slid over his broad shoulders and down his arms. He immediately responded to my new tactic by placing his hand on the small of my back. I arched up and kissed him passionately. So much harder and aggressively than I'd been allowed to kiss Edward. Jacob was unleashing a beast in me that I'd only ever dreamed of before.
Deepening the kiss, I wound my fingers into his hair as I flung one leg across his lap, straddling him. His hot, hard cock pressed against my restraining underwear and I suddenly wished we were both naked.
As if in response to my secret wish, Jake slipped my shirt over my head and unhooked my bra in one smooth movement. My breasts heaved with every breath, bringing them ever closer to the planes of Jacob's bare chest. He grasped a handful of my hair, pulling my head back and exposing my neck. He nibbled and sucked; licked and caressed along my collar bones, then my neck itself.
"HE could NEVER do this, now could he?" Jake asked savagely.
I panted a breathy "no." Moaning as he pulled my body toward his, smashing us together in a meshed version of ourselves. I could barely tell where he began and I ended. We moved as one, thrusting and rubbing, crushing our pelvises together with more and more intensity.
With inhuman grace, he rotated his body and mine so that I was laying on the couch on my back and he was hovering over me, unbuttoning his jorts. I stopped him with my hands and began the task myself. Reaching into the denim for a sneak preview of what I was about to receive.
Jake was.... well, there was no other word for it... HUGE! His restrained erections of the past had done him a disservice. Underwear were an inconvenience for Jacob, so he never wore them anymore. I pushed his jorts down to his ankles, and he removed one leg and then the other. I looked down at his enormous dick and marveled at why it took me this long to realize what I really wanted from Jacob Black.
The next thing I knew we were both naked and fondling each others softest spots with renewed vigor, kissing the entire time. I wanted to share all of me with Jacob. I wanted him to see me, really see me. I wanted to make love, for the first time in my life.
Just as this thought settled into my mind, I guided Jake's cock into me. He was gentle at first, taking his time, feeling the newness of the situation. He moved slowly and gazed into my eyes with such intensity that my heart and orgasm swelled and I bucked, wanting all of him inside me. He didn't disappoint. He plunged in again and again, deeper and deeper.
Just as I thought I would scream with ecstacy.....
He didn't disappoint. He plunged in again and again, deeper and deeper.
Just as I thought I would scream with ecstacy.....
The door burst open, Alice yelled "Bella wtf are you doing? Where's Edward?"
Struggling to sit up and push Jake off me was proving harder than I thought. Alice was eyeing Jakes naked form on top of me, disapproval and approval danced across her face. It was almost laughable...I said almost.
"Jake get off me please....now" I whispered. I was blushing beet red, I could feel my face on fire, not to mention my pussy was in flames from the pounding Jake had given me.
I grabbed my shirt and covered myself "Alie, what are you doing here, Edward took off with Jessica, he wants to see other people, so I'm seeing another person....Jake in fact"
Jake was stood in mid jorts pull on
"You're seeing me? We're gonna like date?" he said smiling, then pulling his jorts all the way up as Alice's mouth fell open.
I smiled and nodded at him
"Cool, I can't wait to tell Sam and the others, they're sick of me mooning over you" and with that he kissed my cheek and strode out.
"Bella, this is a mistake, you and Edward should be together. He's just got cold feet, Jessica's been hanging around and well, you know. He's scared of committing. He's not really seeing Jessica, its just lunch and stuff" Alice said
" Then why'd he ask if he could bring Jessica back here Alice" I spat at her
"So he could see if he was attracted to Jessica if you were in the room, he's kinda testing himself and now, you've, you've well you've fucked Jake like a bitch on heat"
"I was sad and hurt and upset and lonely Alice, Edward hurt me so much" I stared into her eyes, seeing Edward there was like a knife to my heart....what had I done, if Edward found out about Jake then oh God, what was I doing. I'd hurt Jake now.
"Shit Alice, this is beyond fucked up now"
Fuck Nibbles! Would ya just write a damn fic already?!?! Awesome!
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